QUIET KID, A

May 20

Remember

The person you are. Don’t hang with the people you have to pretend to be someone else with. If they gossip and you don’t like gossip then you shouldn’t pretend to listen to and like their gossip. If you’re smart like I believe then don’t sit there with people who make you feel like ypu have to dumb down yourself. Because I’ve spent time with you before and believe it or not I know you’re not dumb despite you’re pretension, your false tone of knowing nothing. You’re drive is great, after all you constantly become sad because I do not work up to my own potential. So don’t keep doing it. Talk to your real friend. The one who spoke to ypu and shared understandings with you before the others took notice. That is the mark of a real friend. You’re a beautiful black girl and life comes down hard on you. Situations may make a mockery of you as you try new things and decide to grow in your own way and your own path. But remember, not everything is meant to be tried. And if you know who you then why should you care what others think if you don’t party or if you like staying in and just chilling out? Or is the problem that you don’t know who you are?
Then again im just a kid with an eye for how people change from the moment we first meet until the current. And don’t let my wrongs change your view on any other kid.

-to no one

May 19

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May 18

So last thing

And I knew this is the only way you’d see it. I didn’t mean any of those things the way they sounded. When you still like someone its annoying to be around them and not know how to behave thats all. Its wierd yo know you gave up something that you miss. So the gist of what I was saying was not that whatever you had to say didn’t matter. I meant that i didn’t want to hear how much i lost. And I hated the fact that in a few days you were leaving. That’s just how I felt. But it’s cool now i hope and i hope that were cool. And yo im sorry for being annoying too lol

Yup

I get tired of being lazy
And pretending like I don’t care about school when I know it’s my gateway to a good job.
After a while I do care.
I talk about these grand dreams but I literally have been complacent and using my job as an excuse. My friend works full time and still manages good grades and I know I can too. I’m not a genius but I know I can do anything I promise myself.
I set goals which I’m serious about but never really reach because I’m lounging
After this summer it’s time to get to work.
DOPEness. After all, im a prince

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Black & White

Johannesburg , South Africa

Photography by : www.rebelswithoutpause.tumblr.com

Instagram : CoolCoolBeverage

“Before Jesus ever suggested, “Go and sin no more,” He first welcomed, loved, spent time with and truly received unrepentant sinners, the men and women around him, He took them at face value, without any form of judgement. Those who were comfortable and willing to remain in the life they were living, Jesus cared for them. But though we profess to love like He loves; we often put our energy, time, effort and heart into changing the behaviour of others, rather than introducing them to His astounding grace, acceptance and love. Jesus never said a pre-requisite to receiving love was to be sinless, spotless, blameless and perfect. No. In fact, He loved generously and without hesitation; unconditionally. He desires to minister not only to you, but through you - it’s time to drop the judgemental hypocrisy and our ranking of sins and lifestyles, and start loving… Really loving.” — Jacinta / hope-movement.tumblr.com (via hope-movement)

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and summer vacation starts this Wednesday!!! ive grown. time to kick it. you coming with me?

May 17

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Why you existing and not really living
And do the things you do really keep you driven

Saw this on a blog I follow, reaally spoke to me

Prayer request for motivation. I’ve lost motivation for school. I’m doing bad in school when it’s so important to me, I don’t know why I’m not waking up from this. When I study I go blank; it’s like my mind shuts itself down. I have to get into nursing school but I can’t like this. Thanks, God bless you.
Anonymous
praying! Honor God with your academics. Study as worship to God because thats what it is. It will change your heart towards studying.

Blessings friend

Yo

Today was saddening o.d.
Lol got the bros to call when I get bent outta shape. Man bio lab should never effect me like that
I can’t get mad if I did my best with the time I had.


Now I’m gonna watch anime until I fall asleep

#biolab #tooblessedtobestressed #ending was funny

May 16

Ode to the old me/ new me/ still me

So Kendrick said that he’s a sinner
And i repeat it after him
But i ain’t boasting just confessing
When i say that i am real
I don’t mean that im perfect
By real i mean that im a sinner
But it’s crazy im a winner
Jesus Christ is my restart button
My re-beginner
And its not by my actions that im saved but by his grace that he keeps giving
Sometimes i do things that i hate
And i just chalk it up living
Man looking for bad women
Hasn’t ever kept me driven
So I keep an eye out for that jewel
That dime piece with the finesse
Schools finally over
But I gotta study up for finals
So I put on some school boy q and bump to it
People say how you a Christian and listen to that music?
Well listen bruh I praise God in anything I do
So if praise god even in this secular music let me do me
You can do you.
How can I curse out somebody and praise the Lord with the same lips?
Man Im just hyped right now
Longboard hope i don’t slip
#board at this meeting.
#worst thyme ever
#wait…maybe its not a rhyme
#nah ots poetry?
#bad poetry

I have

Lost faith for a minute
Went on break for a minute
And found that this place ain’t safe
Not even for a minute
Im not a cynic
But i hate tip toe and tip walking every minute
Feelings of depth for a hot minute
My passion too true and my soul infinite

May 15